Oct 2010
Welcome to my site. I edit a lot of things here. I use this blog to sort out my thoughts on things.
WHO AM I: I am a Professor At the University of hard knocks. If you can’t learn from your own mistakes, maybe you can learn from mine.

Born July 20 1958 on Vancouver Island BC Canada. I am not atheist, not theist, not dogmatic, not smart, not anything. So who am I? I often visit a blogs About me Page first, “just to see if they person who I am about to read is worth my time.”
Views On Health:
I rarely have to see a medical doctor, usually when I need a few stitches, after an accident. I keep healthy with diet and exercise. I do a lot of self help. I do not like the idea of getting all cut up for Cosmetic Reasons. Once nerve endings have been severed, they are destroyed, forever.
Addiction:

I had my first drink of “Moscht”, A alcohol beverage made from apples.
I know today that addiction is just another word for slavery. Even Pleasant slavery is something that i worry about. I would like to be as free and I can, but I realize that what I have is Liberty.
My Life Highlights
I love Home Made booze, and Good Food.
when I did not have a job, I toured around Europe and North American on my Bycycle.
If I ever had the money to ride bike the whole day long, I think I might do it.

My Job:
I work on a dairy farm today I milk cows, breed cows, feed cows. I guess I am a Cowboy?
My Music:

I like Stringed instruments. I found that the banjo is a Drum with Strings.
I find it hard to play

I was forced into music by my mother, who liked the accordion. I never did. But the Rock and Roll sounded good on the radio at the time. Smoke on the water was an easy song to play with one string.
I got into lyrics and words. I became interested in words, more than just rhythm and clever hooks. I found that words were my new addiction. I read every day, most of it on the internet, and I am learning to write.
The pages on this blog, are basically the “Best That I can Do at the time”
Of the 100 or so false beliefs that I held as true, one of them was that marriage meant we ‘ride off into the sunset, and live happily ever after’. A dream.
I also thought of myself as very honest. If I said I loved you, then that was the honest truth. Today I know that I sometimes LIE> Yes I am full of crap sometimes. But in the last 15 years I’ve improved considerably.
Another thing I learned was that Lust was not the Same as Love.
In short, Don’t believe everything other people tell you. Don’t believe everything I tell you when you read my blogs either.
The big reward today is, that I can now see, at least in part, when other people are walking around in a fog, and I try and help the best I can.
*you can only fool a fool*..*it takes one to know one*
I am one, so I speak from my own meandering experience.
“As Paul Sees It” has been included in this weeks A Sunday Drive. I hope this helps to attract even more new visitors here.
http://asthecrackerheadcrumbles.blogspot.com/2009/11/sunday-drive_15.html
Comment by fishhawk — November 15, 2009 @ 1:08 am
Hey Paul, I’m happy for you brother. Christ the King! No greater joy than the joy from our loving God and the Son he sent us to keep us all straight
I can’t imagine where’d I be without Him!
I graduated with a Juris Doctorate in May but still waiting on those Texas Bar results (they’ll be out in November). I’m glad you left me a message, I need to get back to writing…great form of expression and release. And you’re right about the law, and its abuse by attorneys. I’ve always dreamed of using the Lord’s blessings to do his work. And now I’m in a great place to do it – working at an Immigration firm and set up to transition to an Associate when I receive my license…ah can’t wait!! I’ll always keep Him first, only way to do it! And yep, loving my neighbor like myself, only way to do it! Look for some posts of mine in the future…gotta get back in the blogosphere! I enjoyed your EBay one, I have an account…used it once in 2005 for a Pixies reunion show concert ticket…well worth it!!!
Comment by thebeloveddisciple — September 11, 2011 @ 7:07 pm